Do you ever feel like a bucket with holes? –Like you just learn an important life lesson, only to forget it the next week? So did the writer of this prayer:
“My mind is a bucket without a bottom,
with no spiritual understanding…
always at the gospel-well but never holding water…
My heart is without affection, and full of leaks.
My memory has no retention,
so I forget easily the lessons learned,
and thy truths seep away.
Give me a broken heart that yet carries home the water of grace.”
(From The Valley of Vision)
I pray that my leaky bucket will hold enough gospel grace to pass on to my children–and that when they’re discouraged about their leaks, they’ll know where to go! I don’t feel adequate for the task, but “Thanks be to God for his inexpressible gift [of grace]!” (2 Co. 9:15)